living life

i sorta feel like early on in life i created these "truisms" by which to live and judge events that happened in life. i just held it them as a given so that i wouldn't have to worry about it much..sorta like "that's just the way that is.." for example. anyway, its okay if it doesnt make sense...the point is i lied to myself and made myself believe and feel different things so i kinda got messed up. hahaha. oh boy, anyway just a thought.