good friday

yesterday was a fun day! i went to class in the morning, skipped out on my appointment in SF, and met up with chris around 1230!!!! mannnn, he's so awesome! we talked about our current plans, about our lives, and about our childhood (present, future, and past if ya didnt catch that). it was awesome! do you know how cool it is to be such an integral part to someone's memory of their childhood? man. totally awesome. so apparently i taught him how to draw a ninja fox when we were younger and he still has the drawing! it made my <3 so happy...and he taught me how to get people out in 4 square. apparently we both got in trouble once during 4 square for colluding. lol, i think i remember that. oh yeah! and he remembered when i got a card pulled in 2nd grade because the teacher was like stop playing with the coins cuz we were spinning 'em and i kept playing with 'em and then i had to pull a card and then he said i was crying and he felt bad for me. LOL. i totally remembered because it was so traumatzing but i had to clarify that it wasn't oon purpose. i was trying to be super extra careful to not drop the coin and then of course i dorpped it. :( hahahaha. gosh, good times. we also went on a quest to find the big "C" - well to drive up to it. unfortunatley we were unsuccessful but we shall find it some day! oh and we had lunch and it took me like 10 hours to eat my food cuz it was a huge ass sandwich and then a lake formed under my sandwich cuz it got all soggy and he just laughed at me and took pictures which was kinda messed up but it's cool as long as he was entertained. lol. gosh he's grown up to be a handsome young man. man, high five gloria for having good looking friends. oh he sent me this link. it's so awesome, check it out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JKKl95Ttrc
man, he totally has a special place in my <3 and like it'll be forever and forever. how awesome is that!!!! i'm not trying to be all showy offy but i just feel really fortunate and lucky that i can say i hung out with my best friend from first grade. dang, who says that!?!? :P


i hung out with him until about 4, then i went over to alan and vu's to just say hi. i ended up staying a lot longer. alan's sister cary was there too! she's so funny..a female version of alan. i was dying the entire time cuz they were so fereakin funny. first i went to peet's with vu and i got a brownie and the new berry pomegranite tea thing - a smoothie type drink. we talked about life and relationships...i'm glad that inspite of my major flaws vu is still my friend. or rather, he isn't going to judge me too much. it was nice to have that conversation with him. :) anyway, we walked back to the apartment and met up with cary and alan. alan is going to live in mountain view from like july to deecember for this internship thingie! how awesome!!!!!!!! too bad i won't be around. =/ oh well. i guess i might come visit. we all ended up eating at naan n curry. it was good stuff but i think my tandoori was way too burnt at some parts which i ate anyway so i was startin to get a sorethroat at the end. it was hella fun though just chatting up a storm with them.

i left around 8 to try n make it back for alison's concert. i think that was kinda stupid of me because (1) why rush back and make it late for the concert when (2) i really felt like hanging otu with them some more and when (3) i could just go on saturday. anyway, i think i was really feeling it bad when i thought about my first grade best friend and kinda missed him cuz i feltlike i shoulda spent more time with him whether or not he wanted to. lol. i wont elaborate but anyway, i guess you could say kinda missed him. man...my childhood - well the way i remember it - was so awesome. anyway, i'm over it.

i came back for the concert which was hella awesome but i guess i missed some of the best parts. it was such an amazing feeling to come trhough the doors and see that big mass of people on stage like just making such beautiful music. it was very heart warming and i felt like crying. probably more because i missed my friends... anyway, it was way cool to watch and there was a reception afterwards. then i dropped of some of wisterialane and headed home. i didn't think i was going to be very fun and i didntfeel like trying to be fun so i left. that's what happens when i rip myself away from people...i should know that by now. all the times i had to leave home after such a short period of time. i mean it's always "too short" of a time or wahtever, but there's definitely a way too short like you are totally be torn away. yep.

anyway, i talked to chris on line for a little and we swapped pictures!!! then i talked to alan on line for a million hours because cary wentclubbing and he wanted someone to talk to. that f-er. lol. just kidding i love him. but dang, to keep me up cuz i was hella tired we started talking about different things and we ended up on a sensitive subject for me. what a ho cuz then cary got back and then i was all awake but they were going to sleep. lol. anyway, just reminded me of the some messed up shit i used to do and well i guess currently still do. anyway, i thought of that song relient k - who i am hates who i've been.

ohhhhhhhh, i forgot. i also felt really jacked up too because james asked me to fill in for him at the family resource desk but i couldnt so there wasn't anybody wrking there today. i know that it's hisfault for not being able to do it, but i really wanted to help out and they really need to people there. ahh. anywya, tha tmade me feel horrible. to not be able tot hlep out because i was screwing around with friends. ah...yep.

i was doing so well for the past week and a half. i seemed kinda normal. hung out like a normal perosn..but i hope i'm not weird today.. yeah, friends are fun and awesome but distance makes the heart grow fonder. i think i need some familial love right now. hahaha. oh boy. thank goodness for this blog and for being able to vent. dang.